कैसे भूलें

आज सोचा
तुमने हमें भूला दिया
तो हम भी तुम्हे भूला दें ,
पर भूलें भी तो कैसे भूलें
जान बुझ कर तुम्हे दिल में बसाया नहीं
तो जान बुझ कर कैसे भूला दें?

शिकायत

                       गैरों के पास वक़्त होता है कहाँ

की वो किसी को रुला सकें
अपनों ने ही रुलाया है जब हमें
तो शिकायत किस्से से करें?  

कातिल

अपने कातिल पर भी मुझे प्यार आता है
जब उनकी याद दिल में आती है
हाँ ये सच है की क़त्ल किया है उसने मेरा
पर माफ़ ये सोच कर कर देता हूँ की
क़त्ल करने के लिए ही सही वो मेरे पास तो आयीं.

यकीन आज भी ये है की वो मेरे कब्र
पर आतीं होगीं फूल ले कर
यकीन आज भी ये है की वो रोतीं नहीं होंगीं
मेरे  कब्र पर सर रख कर
फिर भी खुश हो लेतें हैं ये सोच कर
की हँसतीं भी तो नहीं होंगीं आ कर मेरे कब्र पर.

GOD Lives With Us

Two humans are never identical, so they have different dreams and plans in their life. But the thing is since we all have the common ancestor; we have some common dreams also. I think that all of us wish or dream to meet GOD at least once in their life time. Some of us want to meet him to say thanks for whatever he had in his life, someone wants to meet him to ask something more in his life, someone wants to meet him to get some knowledge and someone wants to meet him just for getting some peace in life. But whatever be the reason most of us wants to meet him. 

Love Can Wait Forever

In the dark moonless night,

I am staring out of window,

down at the lonely street.

which in the daytime,

see many lovers walking over it.

Holding each other’s hand,

they talk & they laugh,

share their happiness & joy,

bringing smile to each other’s face.

Such a beautiful world is this,

full of joy and love.

But nothing matters,

when I wake up from my dream.

The wonderland where there are no tears,

and the loved ones are always near.

I can't keep this hope alive,

simply by memories of what we once were.

I can't wear the pain,

of not having you beside me.

When people doesn't see the reality,

in dark and empty nights.

Thinking of you I stay awake,

wondering whether,

you also think of me.

In the silent dark nights,

nothing else can I do,

but stare of my window,

and keep waiting for you,

because love can wait forever.

Inside My Heart

Fears are gone

Tears are gone

Now when you are here

My loneliness is gone

The time which I share with you

Makes me strong

The days I spent without you, made it clear

It’s your love which I hold so dear

From deep inside my heart, always it shouts

"Please never ever keep us apart"

I always try to do my best

To show you for sure

That the love I hold for you is pure

No matter what it takes

I don't care for the stakes

I want you & only you.

To Find You

Compass is not required to search you

Sound of your beating heart is enough to lead my way.

Sun is not required to search you

Beautiful smile of yours is enough to light my way.

Wind is not required to find you

Sweet voice of yours is enough to whisper my way.

Moon is not required to search you

Soulful eyes are enough to shine my way.

If however I would perish without finding you

Then my soul would find its way...

क्यूँ...

सच्ची वफ़ा लिए हम तो मोहब्बत कर रहें थें,

आपकी नज़रों में शायद खता कर रहें थें.

आप रूठ कर बैठें हैं हम से, मनायें भी तो कैसे,

हमें तो ये भी ख़बर नहीं, क्यूँ रूठें हैं आप हम से.

कैसे बताएं हम आपको,

आपकी फिक्र में दिल मेरा भी रोया है,

रोते दिल से आप के लिए हमेशा दुआ निकला है.

आते जाते जब भी कभी आपसे मुलाकात हुई,

आप ने सिर्फ सिक्बे शिकायतों के दौड़ ही छेडें,

खामोखां गिला आप हमसे क्यूँ कर रहीं हैं?

देखते ही आप हमसे दूर क्यूँ भाग जातीं हैं,

नज़रों को किसी और दिशा में क्यूँ मोड़ लेतीं हैं,

बे बजाह आप हमारे दिल को क्यूँ सता रहीं हैं?

Some of the Urdu words & their meaning:-

• वफ़ा - Fulfilling a promise
• खता - Mistake

My Little Angel

It’s was a normal morning which I was seeing for last 32 years. But what happened on that day, I had never imagined in my life. I left my bed at around 6:30, not with my own wish but because of the scare of my wife. Suppose if I will not leave my bed on time then for the whole day I had to hear some kind of loud voice, which is very much scary. So with my half opened eyes I left my sweet cozy bed, with a little bit of anger and scare for my one and only wife. After finishing my daily core activities, my eyes searched for the morning newspaper. I love to turn the pages of my newspaper with a cup of hot coffee.  Actually by doing so, I get some kind of manly feeling within me.

No beginning or an end

How special she is

How beautiful she is

How much I love her

No dictionary contains the words to describe it.

It’s good that the words are scarce

To define her beauty

It’s good that the words are scarce

To quantify my love

Since I don’t want to limit them

By defining them, because

No definition can define her

No limitation can limit her

Her beauty & my love has no beginning or an end

I don't want it to be any other way

You make me laugh when I want to cry,

You make me live when I want to die,

You make me smile when I want to frown,

You turn my life upside down.

Believe in me when no one else does

You’re my now, my is, my was.

When you call my name I begin to blush,

When you look at me I begin to shy,

When I'm with you time flies by fast,

It's like the present is the past.

I need you more than you can believe,

Love you more than you can conceive.

Think about you all day and night,

Hope forever my life can stay this way,

I don't want it to be any other way.

प्यार का एहसास

प्यार का प्यारा सा एहसास करवानें लगीं हैं आप,

हम से हमीं को चुराने लगीं हैं आप.

उफ़ आप का ये भोला सा मासूम माह्वश,

हमें अब अपनी आदाओं से सताने लगीं हैं आप.

सुनी पड़ी थी जिंदगी आप से जब न मिलें थें हम, 

मुस्कुराहटों को मेरा अब पता बताने लगीं हैं आप. 

हर तरफ धुप से घिरी जिंदगी थी हमारी, 

प्यार की बारिश को हमारा हमसफ़र बनाने लगीं हैं आप. 

सुरूर आपकी महक का छाया है कुछ इस कदर, 

की चारो ओर बस नज़र आने लगीं हैं आप.  

हर पल आप के साथ होने का एहसास होता है इस कदर,

जैसे हर आती जाती साँस में समायें लगतीं हैं आप. 

लबों पे हर पल घर बनाये रहता है नाम आपका, 

कोई जादू सा बन के जिंदगी में समाने लगीं हैं आप.

अपनी ओर जाने किस डोर से खेंच रहीं हैं आप, 

दीवानों की फेहरिस्त में नाम हमारा सामिल करवाने लगीं हैं आप.

दिल  मुन्नबर होता है हमारा आपकी यादों से कुछ इस कदर,

की कटी नसों से भी बहार आने लगीं हैं आप.  

सुनी राहों पे चलते हुए होता है ये गुमान, 

की साथ साया बन के चलने लगीं हैं आप.  

तसुव्वर में अक्सर महसूस होता है ये हमें, 

छोड़ के दुनिया मेरी बाँहों में समाने लगीं हैं आप. 

दूरी एक पल की भी आप से मंज़ूर नहीं हमें,

जुदा होके आजमाने क्यूँ लगीं हैं आप? 

कम से कम ये तो बताते जायें, की क्या नाम दूं इस दीवानगी को, 

हर लम्हा बेचैन कर के तडपाने लगीं हैं आप. 

जाने आपको एहसास इस बात का होगा कब, 

हर एक ग़ज़ल हर एक नज़्म में आने लगीं हैं आप.

Some of the Urdu words & there meaning:-

• माह्वश -  Having a face as beautiful as the moon
• सुरूर - Pleasure
• फेहरिस्त - List 
• मुन्नबर - Illuminated
• गुमान - Doubt
• तसुव्वर - Imagination
• नज़्म - Verse

आप पत्थर क्यूँ बनें हैं

आप पत्थर क्यूँ बनें हैं

यहाँ देवताओं की कमी नहीं है.

आप इंसान जो बन जायें,

तो थोड़ी सी मोहब्बत हम भी कर लें.

कोई गम नहीं

हमें रुलातें रहें आप कोई गम नहीं,

हमें भूलतें रहें आप कोई गम नहीं.

पर जीस दिन हमने भुला दिया आपको,

समझ जायेगा उस दिन से दुनिया में हम नहीं.

¤ ≈ ▒ Happy Birthday ▒ ≈ ¤

Today is a special day. You can smell the fragrance in the atmosphere, you can hear music in the air, you can see flowers smiling in the garden, you can notice birds singing songs in the sky, all because someone special is celebrating her birthday today. Yes it’s 9^th August, my dear sister the day when you came on this earth. I do remember that you asked a small gift from me, but sorry to say that I don’t have enough money to buy you that gift, instead of that I have written a poem for you. Hope partially this can compensate for your gift, but don't worry your gift is due on me...

One special day of every year

Tension surrounds me.

I should be happy or

I should be sad on that day.

Till now I am not able to decide.

Once again I have to go to baker’s land

Once again I have to go to shopper’s land

Once again I have to lie my friend

Once again I have to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

It’s not like I am not happy to get you as my friend

It’s not like I don’t want to be your life.

My only wish to GOD is

Neither you age should increase

Nor it should decrease.

Why? b’coz I read it somewhere,

That age is inversely proportional to memory.

I am scared if someday you will not recognize me

And sweep me out of your life.

Then with whom I will share my dreams & secrets?

No matter what I say, how I say

You are always there to hear them.

Even you are ready to laugh with me when I am glad
and gave me your shoulder to cry when I was sad.

Like a true friend you want the best for me

Like a true friend you want to hear only good for me.

O GOD, I lost many a things in my life so now

I don’t want to lose the heart that never hates

I don't want to lose the smile that never fades

I don't want to lose the touch that never shakes

In short I don’t want to lose you my friend.

In the end, I just want you to prove that the above theory is wrong

So that I can say, that age is directly proportional to memory.

I request GOD to keep his hand always on you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANU

◦ ◦ ◦ ◦ Mom ◦ ◦ ◦ ◦

हमें याद कर लेना

लबों  पे तेरे नाम अब गैरों का आता है अक्सर,

दोस्तों के बीच कभी बैठो तो हमें याद कर लेना.

महफ़िल में तेरे आज रोशिनिओं का मेला है,

अंधेरों से कभी घिर जाओ तो हमें याद कर लेना.

मश्रोफियत के शहर में रहती हो तुम आज कल,

फुर्सत की गली मिल जाये तो हमें याद कर लेना.

गैर होतें कब अपनें हैं छोड़ जातें हैं सभी, 

जो साथी कभी तलाश करो तो हमें याद कर लेना.

खेल कर तोडा जिसे तुमने वो खिलौना नहीं दिल था मेरा,

जो दिल तेरा कोई कभी तोड़ दे तो हमें याद कर लेना.

साथ नहीं हो तो क्या हुआ

साथ नहीं हो तो क्या हुआ,

दूर मुझ से और तुम जाना नहीं.

पास नहीं हो तो क्या हुआ,

खावों से मेरे तुम निकल जाना नहीं.

शहज़ादी हो तुम मेरी,

मेरे तसुवुर से निकल जाना नहीं.

you will be mine

That time was there, when I was alone,

by chance one fine day I met you.

In our cab, you sat by the window beside me,

talking to your friend, with your lovely smile.

Like a precious gem in a golden jewel,

like an idol made for worship.

I know Lord has crafted you,

like a piece of art, especially for me.

One day or the other, you will be mine.

That day I will become the richest person,

because you will be mine, having a heart of gold.

Love Lasts Forever

During our short span of life,

what is there to believe.

Nothing lasts forever,

Life may end one day,

Soul may leave us someone day.

But our love,

The eternal flame in our heart,

Will never change,

nor will it faint,

Once lighted,

it lasts forever.

I would die the day, you will stop loving me...

One day Mohit got a call from Jhalak. She was crying on the phone. Mohit had no idea why she was crying. Tears were coming out from Jhalak’s eye but the warmth of her tear was felt by Mohit. Sorry friends, let me first tell you who are Mohit and Jhalak. They were both working in the same office in a metro city, and both loved each other, especially Mohit was very much serious about Jhalak. Ok now that day when he got the call, he was in a car with one of his friend and his wife. His friend didn’t know about his love story. They were coming from a temple. Anyhow on hearing Jhalak’s sad sound, he was not able to control his emotion, so he asked his driver to pull over the car.

आप मिलीं हमें

आप जब तक न थीं पास हमारे
एक अजनबी की थी तलाश हमें,
किसकी थी वो तलाश हमें
जाना तब जब आप मिलीं हमें.

आप जब तक न थीं पास हमारे
एक अजीब सी थी प्यास हमें,
क्यूँ थी वो प्यास हमें
जाना तब जब आप मिलीं हमें.

आप जब तक न थीं पास हमारे
एक खुशबू की थी तलाश हमें,
किसकी खुशबू की थी तलाश हमें
जाना तब जब आप मिलीं हमें.

आप जब तक न थीं पास हमारे
एक नाम की थी तलाश हमें,
किसके नाम की थी तलाश हमें
जाना तब जब आप मिलीं हमें.

Chicken Tikka

 

Satish, what to say about this guy? He was rich, handsome, good looking and intelligent guy who always ranked high in studies. In his possession, he had all the good qualities except one. Satish was very shy in nature, there were many girls in the collage who were behind him, but our bholu always ran away from them. As you all know, everyone in this world at least once falls in love with someone. Since like all of us, Mr. Satish also had a normal heart, which makes too much of sound when he sees this lady (aare yaar the female character of my story). Satish who always comes to collage in branded clothes in his Porsche car; his lady love was totally opposite to her, she always comes in a simple salwar suit holding her books in one hand and a second hand mobile in the other hand. Oh yes, she comes to collage by bus. Satish fondly calls her as Angel, but I don’t have the guts to take his place so I will call his lady with the name which she got from her parents. Kavita, yes this was the name which she got from her mom and dad. Kavita and Satish were in different streams, so rarely Satish gets the chance to meet his love,  but then in love do these things matter at all? Hope you all will say no. I believe that when you are destined to fall in love with someone, then no force can stop you in doing so, even they themselves can also not run away from each other.

तस्वीर

जो मिल जाये तुम्हारी तस्वीर कभी,

तो उलझन में पड़ जाऊँगा मैं. 

मंदिर में रखूंगा किस्से,

भगवान को या तुम्हे,

परेशानी में पड़ जाऊँगा में.

बात तो होगी वो बाद की,

गंगा जल में लऊँगा कहाँ से?

हाथ जो धोने होंगें मुझे,

तस्वीर तुम्हारी छुने के लिए.

I can give you only love

In your eyes I see love

In your breath I feel love

Wish it is all for me.

I am thinking that

If just the feeling is so nice

Then how would I feel if you will be mine.

Like wind you came to my life

Taking my mind with you apart

Now I can see you everywhere

Such is your mark in my heart.

Every night you trouble me

By silently gracing my dreams.

What I feel, how I feel

Just by a small sight of yours

Neither me, nor my God can tell you.

I am afraid; I can’t get you a star

Nor the moon half or full.

What can I give you?

Nor a house nor even a car

Only thing which I can give you is my love.

वो हवा

अर्सा सा हो गया है वो हवा नहीं आई,

उस हसीं दोस्त की कोई खबर नहीं आई.

सोचा में ही कोई गीत लिख दूँ,

अपना हाल-ए-दिल उन्हें लिख दूँ.

सदियाँ सी बीत गयीं हैं मुस्कुराये हुए,

अपना हाल सुनाये, उनका हाल सुने.

आज फिर याद आई आप की तो सोचा पुकार लूं,

अपने दिल के मालिक की खबर ले लूँ.

दिल काशी हो गया

दिल काशी हो गया,

दिल काबा हो गया.
रब ने मुझे रब से मिला दिया,

जो तुने मेरे दिल में घर बना लिया.

मस्जिद थी घर से बहुत दूर,

इसीलिए उसने तुझे ही खुदा,

बना कर मेरे दिल में बसा दिया.

सच कहा है किसी ने,

देता है जब ऊपर वाला तो छप्पर फाड़ कर देता है.

माँगा था दो दिन की ख़ुशी खुदा से, 

उसने सारी जिंदगी का इंतज़ाम कर दिया,

जो उसने तेरे घर का रास्ता दिखा दिया.

जिंदगी को सबारने की कोशिश में,

धुप में अपनी मंजिल की तलाश में,

भटक रहा था में इधर उधर.

खुदा से शायद मेरा दर्द देखा न गया,

इसीलिए उसने तुम्हे मेरी  मंजिल बना दिया. 

खुदा तुझे में शुक्रिया अदा करूँ कैसे?

मांग रहा था में छोटी छोटी खुशियाँ,

तुने तो मुझे खुशियों का खजाना ही दे दिया.

अब बस इल्तेज़ा है इतनी,

आँखें बंद न होने देना मेरे मेहबुब की,

जो तुझे हो जल्दी मेरे फूल को अपने पास बुलाने की,

तो पहले इस माली को अपने पास बुला लेना.